All of my energy, motivation, and (almost) all of my happiness and (almost) all of my self-esteem has been dropped. Why? I'm banned from talking to me dearest, CLOSEST friend here on DA. (Lolyoudon'tgettoknowhis/hername) Anyways, his/her parents said I'm a bad influence and that I'm too depressed and it affects his/her behavior...he/she agreed to that last statement...which is kind of okay...it made me realize who I truly am...someone I hate...Oh god, I hate being all sad and mopey, but I will never forgive myself. But I DID find a way of communicating without direct communication. If you guys are willing to, I'd like to ask you to tell this person what I say...I'll just say, "Hey, can you tell ___ I said 'hi'?" or something like that. Just until this blows over. For those who are willing to do this, thanks. Bye~

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